So hubby seems to be improving. I am liking how he’s been very calm and reasonable and even motivated to do stuff around the house. He’s been helping me out with the housework and even done some of the things that I hate to do.
He’s doing good and I am very proud of him.
He’s not as anxious as before, which makes him such a pleasant person to be around with. He’s also engaging more with life and seems to be interested in a lot more things. He’s not sleeping as much as before, too. Since I was on vacation, too, for the summer holidays, hubby has been the one who’s asked me to go for long drives.
It seems like there’s nothing much to say when things are good between us. Right now, I am just enjoying the ride. It feels really nice just to sit at home and eat dinner. We’ll have a nice conversation and talk about his sports teams. It’s been a very exciting time for hubby as his interest in sports has again peaked. He’s following the local soccer team and the baseball team closely. He’s quite happy to watch highlights on TV and online. It makes me feel happy for him. This is the kind of person I wish he could be all the time.
I realize that this might change, too. It’s only temporary as most things in life are. I will hold on to these happy days when the bad ones come, as eventually they will. Again, the key is to figure out how to deal with the bad days. Honestly, I don’t even want to think about those days, but life is all about the ups and downs so I need to be prepared for that eventuality.
I think part of it is also that I am motivated, too. Things are rolling on my end and I have found a passion that I want to accomplish. I am doing as much as I can to make sure that both of us will be content with the life that we live. I want to be able to appreciate the time that we have together and also the times when we are separated by our own interests.
To do that, I am working on improving myself, particularly in finding a new career that will give us the freedom to do the things we both love to do. In trying to further my career, I will also realize one of my dreams. This is fueling my desire to work harder at my job and also to protect the time that I am not at my job. The balance between life and career is still something I struggle with, but at least things are good right now. I’ve got the back up plans ready in case something goes wrong, too.
But I am welcoming all the changes in my life. I hope that whether this continues or if the tide turns for the worse, both hubby and I will be able to weather everything together.